Sora Mo Taberu Hazu

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Don't get mad when somebody treated you bad,you already do the same to others anyway.

When i was young i thought that responsibility and friend come along together.yet when i'm growing up,those two thing wont't seem to fit well.

People seemed to make a fine line between them.but i try my best to make the gap close.despite that,it seem like,they really want it to be like that.

So, i learned from my current experience that,some people who tried to be mature,doesnt want to mix their responsibility with friendship.yet they keep yelling about bonding,friendship,respect and all that nice stuff,while unintentionally doing the opposite.

While puzzling but yet try not to be ponder by this,i decided to leave what i thought as "unnecessary" stuff behind.not all the unnecessary were a bad stuff.it just that it wont fit with my current goal,and it will better off to others.

Simply say,i'm just trying to be a "bad guy" whom generously back off from some "nice people's life" whom they called a victim.

Yup,I think i'm the one who getting matured.ironically.

Oh well life goes on,been traveled and investing alot at different places since young just to be failed by the hand of others.guess i'm getting used to it.

It's time to go home.Away from this city people.





Tuesday, January 2, 2018

Aku rasa aku yang sembang,tapi kenapa aku yang stay?

2018,

 Bila semua ni berakhir,semua orang akan gembira.Seperti dulu kala.

 Dan aku berharap,ianya menjadi pengajaran yang berguna untuk masa hadapan.

 Semoga impian semua orang menjadi kenyataan.

 Aku penat,menjadi kambing hitam.Penat menjaga hati orang lain.

 Sekarang aku faham perasaan Uchiha Itachi.

 Tapi sembang macam mana pun,last2 yang pergi orang lain.Ironinya aku masih disini.Lol.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Lesson no {XX}:Vomit....euuuww


The reason aku tulis post ni sebab aku tak dapat tidur.@#!@%$%,esok Monday,hey brain..esok isnin la..come on!!

Tu la jadinye kalau terlebih tidur pada hari Ahad.(sila ambil sebagai pengajaran ye)

Aku decide tuk ke 7E,beli nescafe dan chicken puff.Damm it,siapa yang main gear motor kesayangan aku ni!!!Nak duduk,duduk la,ni kaki gatal nak tekan2.Pantang tul aku orang kacau benda kesayangan aku ni..Grrr~!!!woof..woof..grrrrr~ (the hell?!)

Petang tadi aku makan makanan yang aku beli dari pasar malam belakang rumah aku.Tapi,tekak aku rasa tak sedap.Macam ada something sangkut dengan perasaan seakan-akan makanan tu tak nak turun ke perut.Senang cite macam ape yg korang tngk kat dalam iklan "Gaviscon". 

 He's my hero~!!

Aku rasa tak tenang,baca manga pun xleh nak concentrate.Aku rasa macam nak buang je ape yang aku makan,tapi sayang,penat2 aku turun beli habiskan duit,pastu nak buang.Lagi pun aku fikir kalau tahan lama-lama hilang la tu.Last2 aku decide tuk mandi(jgn mandi malam2,tak baik tuk paru2) and bile aku pandang mangkuk tandas yang bersih tu(terima kasih kepada roommate sbb rajin cuci) aku rasa nak muntah.

*scene ni telah ditapis*

Lepas habis semua tu,tiba-tiba aku rasa sangat tenang.Rasa lega gile,macam mamat dalam iklan "Gaviscon" tu. huhu

Apa yang aku makan tadi tu sebenarnya tak bagus.Tapi aku insist tuk xnak buang sebab sayang dan rasa rugi.

But once aku buang,aku realize that throw it away lagi better dari keep it and try to bear it.

Does it ring you somewhere? =)

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Masa lepas akan jadi perkara yang paling indah yang kita pernah ada,dan juga perkara yang paling menyakitkan.

Aku tak tahu apa yang orang lain fikir,tapi aku rasa masa lepas tak semuanya bersangkut paut dengan apa yang kita jadi sekarang ni.sekurang-kurangnya pada aku ianya terbukti betul.

The feelin of gettin hurt by the past can only be cure by being a better person today.

Thats why I don't give a damn about the past.

As long as I never give up to fix myself now,I can be better later,better then the past.

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"I'm surprised you haven't heard,I'm trying not to love you"

p/s:buang bnyk sgt pun tak bagus,it just represent what kind of person you are~ =)

Monday, July 16, 2012

Goodbye Sunway~

She said:

"In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away"

Sekejap je dah 8 tahun.Tak sangka aku boleh bertahan sampai ke hari ni.

Kalau dia nak tambah extra 5 tahun lagi pun,aku boleh tunggu.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Close "or" open, no "and"+"vice versa"

What's wrong with a cat who come to your lawn for a food?

Just give it a food then he/she will walk away.

If by any chances they come again,maybe they thought you're good,nice and friendly.

If they didnt come,just remember those cat also have their own life.Their own playground to play.Their own friend to meet.Their own place to go.Their own dream to pursuit.Their own promise to keep.

Same goes to you.

What happen if you close the gate,and they just come by to say hi?

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Close the gate before any cat come by.By any mean,never open the gate.

or 

Open it to welcome any cat and continue accepting them.





Wednesday, April 25, 2012

What If



Ingat kan hari ni aku nak tido kat office je,tapi rasa nak balik pulak.Baru je tadi shot aku setel.Tapi aku rasa macam ade yg nak di improvekan.So aku decide tuk stay kat office,cantik kan lagi shot aku tu.Lagipun ade Andy dan Nell yg confirm2 tidur kat office punye.

Esok masuk gaji,huhu.Kena berjimat cermat ni.Banyak benda yang nak beli,tapi banyak lagi tanggungan yg perlu di bayar~

Semenjak dua tiga bulan ni,doraemon biru rajin online.Tapi aku x rasa nak bertegur sapa,sebab aku setting offline.YM aku sangat penting sebab office aku guna YM tuk buat kerja.Kesian pulak dengan dia,tapi time aku online tahun lepas dia sibuk offline.Haa tu namanye takde jodoh.

Pepehalpun just enjoy lagu ni.Aku rajin dengar mase kecik2 dulu.Sebab PC window 98 aku,cuma ade track lagu LFO,Westlife,Foo Fighter dan Goo Goo Dolls je.So itu je la album yg aku repeat dlm Winamp,terutama bile aku tngh men game pokemon.hehe

Gile happy dapat jumpe lagu ni balik~ dude almost 13 tahun kot.Mane nye x happy =)
Aku dh jumpe blk salah satu piece dari jingsaw puzzle memory aku.

Yezza...aku nak kerja kuat.Belajar tuk jadi lagi awesome dlm animation,And futhermore pursuing my dream ^_^

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LFO-What If

Played a part of Joe D'maggio
oh where'd that horse and carriage go?
In the castle I'll build for you
on an island meant just for two
would it be just stuck around
what if all that's lost was found
what if I could be, the only one that she'd ever dream of

If I were some movie star
with some big expensive car
at some big first night premiere
with Ben Affleck and Richard Gere
would you give me just one look
if I wrote some obscure book
would you give me just one chance
in some other circumstance

Someone like me, deserves someone like you
lalalalalalalala

Played a part of Joe D'maggio
oh where'd that horse and carriage go?
In the castle I'll build for you
on an island meant just for two
would it be just stuck around
what if all that's lost was found
what if I could be, the only one that she'd ever dream of

If I was the great Houdini
granting wishes like a geni
If I were some big tough guy
who went to Mars and made you cry
told you lie couse they say
nice guys will lose anyway
In some other circumstance
would you give me just one chance?

Someone like me, deserves someone like you
lalalalalalalala

Played a part of Joe D'maggio
oh where'd that horse and carriage go?
Or the castle I'll build for you
on an island meant just for two
would it be just stuck around
what if all that's lost was found
what if I could be, the only one that she'd ever dream of

What if I (What if I was the only one)
what if I was the only one
If I were a super hero
a good fella like De'niro
if I could face all my fears
and dated girls like Britney Spears
wore black leather on a Harley
in Jamaica like Bob Marley
in some other circumstance
would you give me just one chance?

Played a part of Joe D'maggio
oh where'd that horse and carriage go?
Or the castle I'll build for you
on an island meant just for two
would it be just stuck around
what if all that's lost was found
what if I could be, the only one that she'd ever dream of

Played a part of Joe D'maggio
oh where'd that horse and carriage go?
Or the castle I'll build for you
on an island meant just for two
would it be just stuck around
what if all that's lost was found
what if I could be, the only one that she'd ever dream of

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Hargai dengan ikhlas ape yg kita ada.Walaupun hilang,nanti akan muncul lagi.
Perkara yang kita jumpe secara tak sengaja tu,actually lagi valuable dari apa yang kita nak cari.
Sebab tu expectation randomly fail.People just put it aside,and work hard on reality.

=)


Sunday, April 22, 2012

Some people just don't know how to count

 
"Relationships are for two people, but some people just don't know how to count."
 ayat ni awesome sgt,so ak "terpaksa" post kat sini supaya in future ak beringat.aku ni cepat lupe.huhu
 
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Ambiguity wrongs people,
Cannot find the evidence of love
When to go forward and when to give up?
Even the courage to embrace is gone

Can only accompany you until here,
After all some things cannot be done
They are beyond friendship but not yet love,
The distant scenery of the coming rain
In the end, shall I cry or not?
Is it me or you that is thinking to much?
I am very unconvinced
And start to doubt
Whether the person infront of me the same real you

Ambiguity wrongs people,
Cannot find the evidence of love
When to go forward and when to give up?

Ambiguity makes people greedy,
Until waiting becomes meaningless.
Cannot help the fact that you and I cannot write out an ending
Let the regretful beauty, stay right here.

Ambiguity wrongs people
Cannot find the evidence of love
When to go forward and when to give up
Even the courage to embrace is gone.

Ambiguity makes people greedy
Until waiting becomes meaningless
Cannot help the fact that you and I cannot write out an ending
Let the regretful beauty, stay right here.
  Awesome kan lirik lagu ni..haa kalau nak lebih awesome layan a drama "Devil Beside You".Lagu ni OST tuk drama ni.Ade sorang amoi pekenalkan aku cte ni mase kat U dulu.
Dah la x abis tngk,pastu aku hilangkan DVD cite ni plak tu T_T
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p/s:time aku kena berlakon drama pentas "Romeo & Juliet,Brad too".Kiterang banyak amik scene dr drama ni.